Thursday, October 20, 2011

DAY 2: WHAT I WORE

This is the little black dress I wore. [heart] I'm going to try and be a little more dedicated to the 30 day challenge this time.

I moved since the last post and things have been a bit chaotic for me. I think I've finally settled into a routine and can actually do something like this now. Although, I wont likely post EVERY single day. I do have a life. Sometimes.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Day 1 - SELF PORTRAIT



The challenge for Day 2: WHAT I WORE

30 Day Photo Challenge

I'm doing a 30 day photo challenge to bring my spirit alive and to emerge that inner spark from within.

A different perspective, for certain.

The challenge for Day 1 is a SELF PORTRAIT. Due by midnight tomorrow.

Go.




Saturday, August 13, 2011

Lansdowne Resort -- Leesburg, VA

We just checked into our resort in Leesburg Virginia last night. It is called Lansdowne Resort, you can check out their website here.

I am so happy to be here. I'm a bit of a control freak, so I pretty much drove the whole 16 hours solo. But there's something about being one with the road. The kids went straight to movie night with popcorn and pizza. AWESOME! I got to relax for a couple of hours after a long day on the road. There was a live band playing and the place was buzzing with people.

The only thing that disappointed me right off was that valet is another $25 per day that you are here. The parking lot is pretty expansive. This would probably be worth it if you plan on coming and going a lot. We don't. As a matter of fact I don't plan on driving out of here until Monday morning when we check out. We did receive a very warm and friendly welcome from the staff. We are here for one of their special packages, The Funtastic Family Summer.

Check out our resort style living packet for the weekend!















Looks like a funtastic weekend up ahead!! I think I've got all I need. We have our Sounds of Summer wristbands that access us to the Steel Drum concert tonight at our Pig Pickin BBQ, followed by a late night swim. Right now, we are about to head out for some games by the pool followed by family BINGO. I will give a full report as soon as we are done adventuring.














HERE I AM

Well folks! Here it is... the BIG announcement.

I TURN 30 IN A LITTLE MORE THAN A MONTH!

Yeah, I know. No kidding, right?

I keep seeing the disappointed looks on my parents faces when I make another seemingly "bad" decision. Here's the deal though. I've made a LOT of GOOD decisions. For me anyway. I would not choose, not even for ONE second to see myself in a different place in my life than I am right now. My life is an adventure.

I am a VERY passionate person. It's either love or loathe, there's not much of an in between. If it's not to die for, it's not for me. I'm not a "luke warm" type of person. I like to dive into something with extreme intensity. This is what keeps me going. Embarking on each new day as a new adventure. WINNING and LOSING and getting back up and WINNING again.

Who cares about the money... who cares about the cars... who cares about the big fancy house??
 It's ALL about the JOURNEY.
The experiences.
The memories.
The friends.
Overcoming obstacles and differences.
                        IT AINT ABOUT THE STUFF!!! (in my deep southern voice)

The only people I want reading my blog are true followers. People I meet along the way... long time friends... and those that find me and are drawn to my style. It's not a popularity contest, by any means. Don't try and figure me out, I'm like a rubix cube with all the stickers removed.

I am going to be traveling a lot, as this is my new *gig*. I've always wanted to be a travel writer, now the dream has consumed me and here I am. This is my starting point. Can we say... GO!

There are a lot of things to come, my dear friends! Thank you so  much for coming and checking things out, please check back soon for updates on my current destination! If you want to subscribe to my blog, please click the google subscribe here button in the upper right and it will be delivered right to your email. Feel free to leave comments and share my link with all your friends!!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Coming Alive

I want a full moon
I am going to feel the night
I want to look at the lights
Take me out of your sight.

Gotta get me outta this place
All I see is your face.
It's everywhere...

I
   SEE
          YOU!

All I see is your face
GET ME OUT OF THIS PLACE

I'm not okay















You shine down on me
You hold me up to the light

You see all the broken pieces

          ...all the broken pieces... 

now you know my secret... my deepest secret...
 I SHINE SO BRIGHT
BECAUSE I'M BROKEN INSIDE
I'M SO DAMN BROKEN INSIDE

LET ME SHINE! 
PLEASE LET ME SHINE!!

You drive me out of my mind.








All the broken pieces...
           make us so beautiful when we shine.

I'm so broken...
the light is BURSTING FROM INSIDE!

I'M OKAY! I'M COMING ALIVE!



All the broken pieces...
           make us so beautiful when we shine.
don't you see it? 
we shine when we're broken inside


I'm so broken...
the light is BURSTING FROM INSIDE!

I'M OKAY! I'M COMING ALIVE!

 Can't you see me?

I'm getting out of this place,

you're getting out of my face...
but you're still on  my MIND.

 I'm coming alive.


                I'm coming alive. 













Tuesday, August 9, 2011

You touch me

.... this particular blog entry has been moved...

I had a poem written here, but I moved it to my other blog so I could go into more detail the feelings behind it and how I dealt with them. It seemed a little inappropriate to be here, lingering in open space without a full on explanation.