.... this particular blog entry has been moved...
I had a poem written here, but I moved it to my other blog so I could go into more detail the feelings behind it and how I dealt with them. It seemed a little inappropriate to be here, lingering in open space without a full on explanation.
Diane asks:
ReplyDeleteQuestion ... If you've been touched, why can't you let go?
Answer:
In most areas of my life I have let go, but others I struggle with. My way of dealing with these inner demons is through creative expressions. Most of them stay locked up in a journal, because people close to me take things so literally. NOT necessarily a good thing. When you know me personally... I'm a very serious person most of the time. My writing voice is way different. It's all over the place. This particular piece is picked from pieces of things I've written in my journal. Eventually it all comes together. I still hand write most things... I connect with it more that way. Especially when it derives from real emotional experiences I've been through or am going through. I'm finally channeling a lot of things that have been clogging up vital areas of my heart/head/well being. Take it with a grain of salt, at least on this particular blog.
I guess the point is, Sin has a kick... but it also has a kickback. Everyone at some point is a glutton for something or someone.
Diane says:
ReplyDeleteI follow you well. In fact, I, too, am a published writer and help others with their personal struggles. Without having struggled, one cannot conceive of such a personal awareness. I asked the question simply to help you. I could feel your struggle -- not only in your writing but in 'the situation'. I've had that same struggle. You're right to write them as they come -- The clarity will reveal itself in time.